FRIDAY 19 May NEW MOON in TAURUS
Oh moon! We love when you go new in Taurus! This is the 3rd piece of the eclipse recipe that describes our next 6 months, and this part is what really sums up the last 2 parts. SO. We are now moving through the illusion and waking to our values and to what is valuable about what we can do. This is when we are seeing into how we have played the victim or have stayed quiet because of dominating forces that make us think we are here to be good and obedient. IN FACT. We are here to be rule breakers and strong opinion makers!
BUT. We have to value ourselves before we put our things forward and share how we really feel. We need to first go into scarcity thoughts around NOT fitting in or NOT having a place, to then seeing that BEING THAT WAY doesn’t really manifest you the life of your dreams. It keeps you in some smaller area where things feel safe, but they aren’t exciting and stimulating. You are going to want MORE in life and NOW is when you will finally lay out the plans and get to seeing how you can express your creativity and your natural gifts in order to grow a sustainable operation.
You should be super busy with pen and paper as you map out the steps it will take to get you out of debt or into some better situation where you aren’t so focused on what you DON’T HAVE. The new energy is to find where you are still buying into some story where things can't be done, or you haven’t actually seen anyone doing them. I want you to play around with some thoughts, like, I am going to generate $10k a month. And I want you to say these things and NOT worry about how it could possibly happen, but to feel, like wow, wouldn’t it be great to have that much coming in. JUST focus your energy on the good of how things will feel without worrying how it could come to be – because come on, if you haven’t seen it, you don’t have the database to lean on when IT DID happen before. SO you have to just look to the light and not let go. Because of the recent energy upgrades, YOU CAN. You ARE ABLE to only focus on the good and to only see that the best is coming your way. YOU CAN. But the old thoughts are going to chase you down and try to get you planting them in your garden again. The old world and new world are side by side. So we dance in both of them until we really let go of chasing the bad and constantly reinforcing what we don’t have.
Do see that you are with a new garden space right now and you are getting to choose what to plant that you will be enjoying later. Use this visual with all your old world thoughts that make you think you don’t have a place and you don’t get to experience abundance and joy. If you don’t like broccoli, don’t plant it. Don’t keep mentioning and breathing life into what is making you unhappy. You do not need to accept less than, but you WILL be tested to see if you still THINK you deserve less than.
This is also when you will make drastic moves that deal with letting go of how you were with people who do not honor your boundaries. You won't stay quiet like you used to and at times you may even come on a bit strong. Do not judge yourself or hold back. When you have NOT been clear with boundaries, it takes a minute to do it with grace and to not just throw up walls that block others out. But you have to learn through doing it wrong to get better at it. And the more you are clear that this or that is NOT acceptable and what you will NOT allow, the easier it will be to drop the line the MOMENT you feel someone pushing you to do what you don’t want to do. You have every right to voice how things make you feel and how you much higher your expectations are growing because of finally valuing your own time and space. You deserve more than you were told in your past. So assert that NOW you get to use your voice to vote for what holds you in all the best ways. Don’t go for anything that is just good enough. Go for what feels like it really values your precious existence.
Because of recent energy upgrades
You ARE ABLE to only focus on the good
and to only see that the best is coming your way.
But the old thoughts are going to chase you down
and try to get you planting them
in your garden again.
The old world and new world are side by side.
And we dance in both of them until we really let go
of chasing the bad
and constantly reinforcing
what we don’t have.
Love and value yourself
And you will EXPECT to manifest
What you need.
It is the missing link.